the ocean never rests

When I cry alone, I cry in waves... random spurts of hardxcore bawling, then stopping completely. I think it's rather absurd o.O; I am very sad today. But I am glad that it's raining, that's always good... well, to me.

I'm listening to the four saddest ballads on my Elvis' greatest hits album, which is actually my mothers. Oh myy, she just pulled in... *plumits further in self-pity && depression* haha.

So let's look at my day... or... let's not =/ I no longer feel like going over the boring nothingness that occurred today. I want someone to talk to but not. Tomorrow I might go shopping with my friends Kim && Kaitlin. I really hope I get to... I haven't hung out with Kaitlin in forever. And I need to maintain as many of my friends as possible... the way things are going...

Have to go eat with my mom. Ugh... I am so fat x.x